how is your day ?

Assalamualaikum w.b.t 

How is your day ?

I keep on asking those question to myself n sometimes i do wonder how is my day everyday ?

There's a big question mark on it .

Today is 31st July which means almost two months i was studying in here. How is it ? Alhamdulillah . Everything was going well. Sure ? *smile* 

Every single person had their own personal problem which mean the stated one or not. But as for me, of coz both. The one u can see n the one u cant. I do get stress over it. Who know ? They all can judge me but did they feel what i feel ? Proudly i said NO. They heard but they NOT feel it. I am the one who face it. 

Even our prophet do forgive others n who am i to not forgive others right ? I am. 

I just take this as a test for me to be better person today n InsyaAllah in future. But u know, i am NOT PERFECT . I do make mistake. I do wrong things. But Allah knows it well who am I . Why did i was like that. Why did i do that . Allah knows it while u judging me.

Someone told me that u should keep on smiling even u carry a big rock on ur shoulder. Even there is no one who can solve ur problem. Keep on smiling n always think positive in every single aspect. I tried but u know, as a normal human being all i can do is just trying n trying. i can lie to others but not to myself. I cant.

This post isn't for a bad intention. I was trying to explain to people who ask me "Whats wrong ? " " Having a hard time ?" " Do u have a problem ?" . So i made this post so u all can stop asking me those question. I'm sorry if this post was a bit harsh but this is sincerely from me. Deeply from my heart.
So i hope, u guys dont have to ask eme with those question but please do pray for me so i will stay strong n be patience. Always.
I guess thats all that i can write about. Hope u guys do understand what i feel. InsyaAllahu . Fi hifzillah sahabat.
Salam...